1 down, 5 to go
so the first week of e clinics has come to an end, and a huge heave of relief comes from all around haha. saturated minds, tired bodies and demoralised (for me anyway), stupid-feeling hearts... but its been ok la haha. i guess what they always say abt doctors never ever knowing everything or enough is really true cos i dont think i will ever be able to know enough either! and its like docs shooting you everywhere, all saying the same thing "read your talley/o'connor by (fill in the date) on everything about (fill in the system)", "you dont know dialects OR malay???? cannot talk to most patients already. better go and learn right away!", "huh you people really dont know anything ah" etc etc and the list goes on. but yeah la im grateful that they take the time off to teach us, and i do feel like im learning! and im pretty interested in what im learning too, and the text books are actually not that bad to read and stuff too. so yeah... its been tough on the feet and the ego but its really been a great eye opener as well :)
anyway i was really pissed just now over something. it really gets to me how they want me to be independant and responsible yet they dont even let me go out without having to know ever little detail of where im going. and i really think im old enough to learn things the hard way, and i dont mind! cos at least i feel like i am old enough to make mistakes and learn from them, but she just doesnt see it that way. i thought all the freedom and rebel issues were supposed to be done with by teenagerhood but i guess it was delayed for me, its really frustrating and its like im counting down to the day i can move out and live my own life, which i know is really bad but i really really cant wait for the time i can do what i want to do without having thier disapproval hanging over my head all the time! argh. whatever.
anyway ranting has made me angry again haha. but its ok. so i will make myself feel better by posting some pics from my (and other random pple's) phones, taken over the past mnth or so
og at claires bdae (miss u all loads!)
me and brand the new poly student
mike and i at candice hse
mike and i again... chiaras bdae desserts place (yumyum)
i realise we have alot of photos at different places and event in the exact same pose and looks on our faces!!!! hahaha
bored during venepuncture
driver peng
a grateful yak :p
anyway i was really pissed just now over something. it really gets to me how they want me to be independant and responsible yet they dont even let me go out without having to know ever little detail of where im going. and i really think im old enough to learn things the hard way, and i dont mind! cos at least i feel like i am old enough to make mistakes and learn from them, but she just doesnt see it that way. i thought all the freedom and rebel issues were supposed to be done with by teenagerhood but i guess it was delayed for me, its really frustrating and its like im counting down to the day i can move out and live my own life, which i know is really bad but i really really cant wait for the time i can do what i want to do without having thier disapproval hanging over my head all the time! argh. whatever.
anyway ranting has made me angry again haha. but its ok. so i will make myself feel better by posting some pics from my (and other random pple's) phones, taken over the past mnth or so
og at claires bdae (miss u all loads!)
me and brand the new poly student
mike and i at candice hse
mike and i again... chiaras bdae desserts place (yumyum)
i realise we have alot of photos at different places and event in the exact same pose and looks on our faces!!!! hahaha
bored during venepuncture
driver peng
a grateful yak :p
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